Delivered from Severe 24-7 Fear and Torment

Before I came to Camarillo Healing Rooms, I was lost – lost in my relationship with God, lost in my identity, and lost in my relationship with my family. Because of everything that I was going through, I thought that God had forgot about me or was mad at me and was punishing me.

After several weeks of intense spiritual warfare, which manifested in my dreams at night and horrific torment during the day, I was in such horrible shape and so filled with fear and dread that I couldn’t even get out of bed for weeks. There were times, I felt so totally helpless and hopeless that I didn’t know what to do. A very dark cloud hung over my thoughts, my words, and my life. This time period was very difficult not only for me but for my husband and children, because they felt the effects of what I was going through.

I kept praying to Jesus, as did my husband, that He would please help me or send me someone. God heard our prayers. My husband heard through a friend at church about Camarillo Healing Rooms and about the real life healing that God does through them. So my husband made an online appointment through their website and I was able to get in the same day.

I got prayed over by two wonderful loving people on their team. They were so kind and understanding of what I was going through, as well as everyone else on the healing team, that I could feel the love of Jesus through them. I began to understand how much God truly loved me. I began to understand:

• God had not forgotten about me! Instead, God was with me! He would never leave me or forsake me! (Heb. 13:5)
• God was not mad at me; He was not punishing me. Instead, God loved me so much that He had Jesus take all my sin and all the punishment for it. (Jn. 3:16)
• God is my loving Father and I am His child. (1 John 3:1)

I have been coming back for ministry over these last few months. WOW GOD IS GREAT AND SO IS THE HEALING ROOMS! Through this ministry I have been falling so much more in love with Jesus!  I’m getting to know Him more! And, I’m more confident in my identity through Christ Jesus and His love for me!

Now, as I look back at what happened to me, I understand that I was like the lost sheep in the parable Jesus told in Luke 15:1-7.  Jesus purposefully left the ninety-nine sheep to come after me – the one who was lost.  When He found me, He carried me on His shoulder when I could not carry myself. He carried me out from the kingdom of darkness that had been encompassing me and into His Kingdom of love. Thank-you Jesus! I was lost but now I am found!

One of the things that has helped me so much through this ministry is having them teach me how to pray- read God’s Word and declare it over myself and my family out-loud, which I now do throughout the week. It’s so beautiful! During my ministry session last week, we prayer-read Ephesians 6:10-18. All of us pulled-up on our phones the “Whole Armor of God” prayer on Camarillo Healing Room’s website page under resources. As we prayer-read this scripture together, I was given greater understanding of what my family and I had already begun to declare. It helped me understand what each part of God’s armor – the helmet of salvation, the breastplate of righteousness, the sword of the spirit etc – was doing for me. I was so glad to have discovered not only this prayer but other prayer-declarations like “Who I am in Christ”.

I’m so grateful to God and to the Camarillo Healing Rooms for the good work that is being accomplished in my life and the lives of others through them.  God bless CHR and all my other brothers and sisters out there!

If you feel alone or feel hopeless, just like I was, I encourage you to make an appointment with Camarillo Healing Rooms. God desires to give you His peace in the midst of the tribulation you may be facing in this world.

John16:32-33 And yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.